Oliver

I’ve been sitting here trying to decide how to write this post, and I still haven’t quite figured it out…  Oliver my first “baby”, my first animal that I called all mine, his mommy.  Vaughn gave me Oliver the summer between our Freshman and Sophomore year of college.  I had always wanted my own little puppy and Vaughn made that happen with this cute little chocolate face.  I remember when Vaughn gave him to me, I was in love instantly.  When it was time to go back to Clemson, I cried because I knew he had to stay home with my parents.  But every time I came home- he was my little mate, every time I called home my mom would tell him “I’m talking to your Mommy!” and he’d get all excited.  As the years went on, I tried to pry him away from my parent’s house, but realized that he was in doggy heaven- 50 acres where he was free to roam and a pond- what more could a dog, but a lab, ask for?! 

But two weeks ago, we had to say goodbye to my little buddy.  Before we left for Aruba, he got very sick, but though for sure he’d make it through, he always had.  But while we were gone, my parents found him, he had passed away during the night. 

Oliver was only 8.  They think it was caused by a tumor in his liver, but they aren’t sure.  Even if he has survived this, the Vet stated they wouldn’t have need to discuss with us his arthritis which was going to be a problem in his near future.  So in a way, this might have saved us from the agony of having to put him out of his misery, but doesn’t make the immediate pain of his lose go away.  

To say I’m going to miss him is an understatement, he represented so much to me.  Yes, he didn’t live with me and I didn’t take care of his day to day needs, but I loved him like he did.  He was my first, and loved me unconditionally, and I’ll never forget that. 

Oliver,

Thanks for gracing us with 8 amazing years.  You’ve seen me go through a lot- Clemson- Graduation, my wedding, and my first child.  We love you and we’ll take care of your other #1 girl- B- she misses you too.  Love you forever little buddy… 

- Mom